It’s amazing how peaceful and still a bookstore can be early in the morning, a few hours after the closing booksellers have locked up, trickled into their respective homes, and tucked their aching feet into bed; before the front door has unlocked for the day’s customers and all their human joys and problems. It’s the kind of amazing you can only really understand if you’ve worked in a bookstore and been cured of the misguided notion that they are calm, orderly places to begin with, stocked with friendly, fashionably dusty books, or stately classics standing sentinel on shelves awaiting passionate and slightly nerdy readers to pull them off, smell their pages with secret delight, and take them home to sit on nicer, wooden bookshelves and grow old with the thumbing of eager fingers. If ever all my dreams come true and I find myself owner of my own small bookshop on Main Street, this is the way my books – and my customers – will be. And I shall reserve the right to refuse service to anyone who doesn’t have proper book etiquette.
Most bookstores, however, hope to at least scrape by with a semblance of a profit and will take any customers they can get. And so the modern bookstores – at least the ones that survive – are corporate and trendy, a marketer’s dream, and sit in strip malls next to restaurants and movie theaters where people who find themselves with time to spare between the two can wander in, collect dozens of magazines from their proper places on the shelves, and plant them stealthily throughout the store, behind books, under tables, and in the bathrooms, as an amusing pastime before the movie starts. In the modern bookstore, the doors open and awaiting customers rush in to buy the latest self help or “How to Become A Millionaire on 20 Cents a Day” book to the whir of the blender mixing up frappuccinos and lattes in the cafe where not even a small tidy bookish cat is allowed to show so much as a whisker for fear of violating some health code or another. For this, the rest of the store suffers too: no cat napping on a stack of books, no singing canary or tended geranium in the window to let you know you are in a place of beauty and truth and excitement and intellect, a place of kindred souls, and paradoxically opinionated harmony.
Back in the children’s section, some disobedient child or another strings books and plush across the floor in clear sight of its conveniently near sighted parent who has some newfangled opinions about never telling a child “no” and who apparently never learned manners from the child’s grandparents. Some blasphemous faux-author has published a book called Pride and Predjudice and Zombies and it sits shamelessly on the shelf next to J.R.R. Tolkien, pretending not to hear Jane Austin rolling over in her grave. And some young teenager who will never know the joys of Wuthering Heights or Gone With the Wind picks it up and walks around the store with it until she either buys it or deposits it on a shelf somewhere in the travel section. The globes are plastic, not metal, and nobody ever looks at them.
And by midnight, because corporate retailers don’t have the decency to close at a godly hour, the store is a veritable mess, with manga, and sex books, and magazines, and crummy children’s literature lying in heaps thither and yon and Poe and Shakespeare forgotten on a shelf somewhere. The computers are whirring, and the air conditioning, and the florescent lights. And booksellers are marching back and forth like sleepy ants collecting and replacing and tidying here and there.
The few dark hours that the bookstore catches to itself are, I suspect, more peaceful than any I have seen there. I observe it only at the end of these dark hours, when the booksellers come trickling back in, only a couple at a time, and set to work again. But the store feels rested. Rested and renewed, and the books do stand rather like sentinels, proud upon their shelves. Though by tonight, they will lie again, haphazard and bent, this morning they represent anew the truths within them, they recall the paths they have forged and lighted. This is the time when I walk between the shelves, my feet soft against the carpet, and the store is a place for books again: not uncouth children or negligent adults, or movie-goers or complainers, or caffeine junkies, or thieves or Playboy purchasers – though true readers can be all of these things. When you strip away all the corporate retail “charms,” you find that after all there is something innate in printed volumes that remains intact despite all these things. And it is amazing to find, in those few early hours, that you can still hear their quiet, timeless strength and wisdom.
-R.E.A.
